On impulse, i bought this. The only comfort i can look forward to

i want yesterday to be all a dream
i want yesterday to not be real
more than ever,
i wish yesterday never happened

stop telling me i'm stronger than i think i am
stop telling me that i deserve better
stop telling me its better now than later
stop telling me it hurts now but it'll be better

because
i'm not strong
i don't want better
i don't want it now, nor do i want later
i don't want it to hurt ever