Just ended my round of night, 2 books in 3 nights, amazing, i was that free, well with 2 patients, aint that bad, though by the third night, i kinda died, too drained of energy. haha

went shopping with the brothers, i should drag them along more often, they're pretty good "consultants" when it comes to clothes, hmmm... so anyway, i came back yesterday to an empty cage, fudgy went for a vacation to di jie's place. haha...heard he's shedding over at her place and her dad's not too happy about it since he's the one who does the chores at home.

met up with gen for shopping, went to get our brows done too, managed to get almost everyone's present, so not too bad. it felt like old times, and i missed those!! sorry had to drag you to like lacoste to get my presents and making your boyfriend wait for me too!! cabbed home as i was carrying wayyy too many bags. thank goodness i met my younger bro on the way to help me with stuffs. $15 for cab fare..oh gawd!! but practicality and comfort over saving money. seriously, if i took a bus, the person next to me wont be very happy, hahah, wayy to many bags already.

Arghh...too many things happening now, both good and bad. one night, too many things to take in, twice this is happening. Am trying to deal with it. Talked to B about it, B says i'm the epitome of thinking to much..seriously, got such thing one meh? but that being aside, i know there are some things you cant help me with, that you can only listen, and i'm pretty much glad for that.B says i shouldnt do this to myself, but, i cant help but think, about work, about the bro, about her, about him.

As much as i dont want to think about the last 2 mentioned, it just plagues me. With her: i know i need to settle stuff, but her being her, everything must be her way, she's always right. yes, friends for years, but its not the quantity, its the quality. as much as i want to settle, i dont know where to start. With him: i'm pissed. pissed with what he did.pissed with his thinking. nothing can erase the past. If you're not happy about it, i'm sorry, but everyone has a past. deal with it. i'm not picking a fight, but seriously, the way you put it across, its like it didnt matter to you. thats why i'm pissed. pissed at not only you, but at myself.

i dont want this emotional baggage, i want to get rid of it, or at least clear it before 2009. so that it'll be a new beginning. a new start. like a new start with my prodigal friend, haha.Yes, things happen and change over time, but at times, some things just remain the same.