ytd went for dinner w sam will n glen at sum mongolian buffet thingy at park mall..we ate so much..but this is the first time i heard will said .." i'm full..reached da limit already" ..yes..shocker..hahah...

today..was shiok..it was the best day i had so far..it was so impromptu..so random..but it made my day=) went to sentosa aft only 5 mins of deciding..haha..n on a wk day summore..fantastic..no crowd..no queues for toilets... so yea..karen n i went to sentosa...sat under a shady coconut tree (not really act)...n juz chat...chat abt boys..abt life..basically almoz everything...n it felt gd..to juz sit there..bask in the sun w her..we kinda did smthg i nv thot i'd do..hahah..fucking funny..n the response frm it..was da best..THE BEST...ahahah... so aft tt..dinner at food republic n then..SHOPPING...

i m so positive my thots of saving this mth's bonus aint gonna succeed w my incessant shopping..yup..went to la senza..bought stuff...gonna go back again..gonna bring mom there coz she kept sayin i shld buy her smthg..(yea i noe.buyin lingerie for moms is wierd..but she's always saying my bra nice to touch..hahahaha)..went to Forever 21..spent 100 there..not too bad considerin it was forever21..

then i got a freaking call frm ward sister sayin theres lapses in my report n i needed to go down to amend it coz audit's like tml morn...i thot it was smthg big..turns out it was juz a simle thing or writing a "N" for BNO n like 4H for da parameters section..WAD THE FUCK!!!..i was so pissed coz lil things like these..we always help 1 ant..but tt bitch ass of an SSN(who by the way..in everybody's opinion..did not deserve tt promotion..but only coz she sucks up to sister)had to flag it n make me come all the way down juz for that..i was peeved ..

anyways..while there..there's this particular pt tt i've been lookin aft for abt 1 mth plus...she's really young..as in like..40+ is considered young..n when she was admitted..she thot it was juz a severe case of pneumonia, whrby eating antibiotics wld cure..but then..aft a series of test..it confirmed her worst fear...the deadly cancer..n worst of all..it was stage 5...i watched her frm comin in to the ward being a real bitch..to sum1 i actually sympathise w...she went frm bein over demanding...to depressed beyond words...she literally wasted her last days away...n wad brought tears to my eyes then..was the fact that..she was divorced w 2 kids..the youngest is only my lil bro's age..oldest is in poly...n that those 2 gals..every day..everynite..was there by her side...supporting her..but she juz din seem to make any effort to even listen..till 1 day when i was on nite..i persuaded her to eat her meds to no avail..then i asked her dg who in turn retorted "aiya..dun care abt her la..she dosen wana eat then its her prob!" n then i realised..her kids were breaking down..they haf no idea wad to do anymore..n she isnt even helpin herself...

when i went back for tt stupid amendment..i saw them outside..crying unconsolably..n i heard the e-trolley sound..n i knew...my ward clerk was tearing la...it was pretty much a sad scene..daddy fetched me hme..told him abt it..n he was like..so poor thing..thruout the car ride hme..i juz thot..if anything were to happen to either of my parents..i'd b devasted..i mean..i noe tts how every1 will feel..but just..this scene is really heartbreaking..i mean..i haf my mom n dad..these gals dad is nonexistent?? n now..their mom is gone..sigh...i kinda felt like giving my mom a great big hug n tell her i love her..but..i think she'll prob think i did smthg really bad..haha..but yea..mayb i shld..bcoz..not being cynical or cursing my parents but..its juz tt..being in this line..i haf seen alot..ALOT of unexpected deaths..n its really hard to come to terms..so yea..i shld go hug my mummy n tell her i love her =)

okok..enough of sad morbid stuff...moving on..sentosa was gd la..took lotsa photos..yay..this fri if all goes well..aft work.goin to will's place for a swim..stayover n mayb mahjong..then sat..go work..lucky pm shift..not i think i die..hahah

anyways..i feel rich though i think the richer i m..the faster i become broke..i juz recieved a payout for my insuarance thingy..hahaha..n juz mid of jul..i gaf my mom 2 cheques to bank in..wahaha..i think i shld juz curb my spendin..need to save!!! need to save!!