Sigh..things haven been quite up for me..work's ok..but juz..the staff..is unbearable at times..n w my missing gossiping partner daphne missing..dosen help much..depression seems to b settin in..come to think of it..n it sucks..its like..i'm finding fault w pple for no reason..i get easily irritated by my family members..sigh..guess with stress n possible depression takin its toll...hormones r bound to go haywire...

been really stressed up lately tt i dun feel really gd abt it..causing me to lose slp, appetite, weight..which is smthg my parents r really worried abt...they think i've caught sum bug..haha..but then again..hoopefully my xray wld show nthg.. *crosses finger*..

been on 2 days mc..first day spent slping..haha..recouperating rather..but last nite wasnt really gd..another slpless nite..fuck..if this carries on..i'll juz b a freakin zombie..so anyway..been feeling rather nauseated the past few mornings..n it sucks!! so aft mass..met jac for lunch..well..technically..we wasted our food..but tts not the point...we juz walked ard..chatted abt guys..sex..n army..hahaha..yes..we actually talked abt army..considering the fact tt ZC juz got enlisted ..hahahaha..went to NUM...finally decided to get my top.. went to city chain..bought a watch for mummy..$300 bucks..Sovil et Titus...pretty nice..wished i got it for myself though..hahaha..walked frm ps all the way to far east n back..not exactly retail therapy..considerin its mid mth n pays's almoz half gone aft giving allowance to parents n lil bro *faints*...as well as insurance n stuff...arghh...i hate CPF!! always cutting so much...

tml's back to work..hopefully it wun b chaotic..gotta see the Senior Nurse educator tml regarding possible sponsorship to pursue my degree..yes!! *crosses fingers* hope it goes well..then i wun b stuck in this pit hole...haiz...

i juz recieved a bad news regarding a gd fren's parent...god bless them thru this hard time..sigh..

its times like this when i feel life is really fragile..u nv noe when u're gonna juz leave...it cld b in 5 mins or 10 yrs..u nv noe..u cld b healthy 1 moment..n nxt thing u noe..u;re diagnosed w smthg terrible...i've seen too many already..n its pretty depressing when a once able bodied person is now reduced to nthg more than skins n bones..relying on machines juz to keep them alive...juz waiting ard till their body decides to finally gif up..sigh..if 1 day tt were to happen to me..i rather juz end it all...so for now...juz learn to cherish everything n every1 ard...u nv noe when will b the last time u see those dear to u...

depressing wk indeed...