i haf been "ordered" to go for a freaking run btw ttsh n kk..at 8 in the freaking morning of my off day..haiz...oh wells..lucky daph kena arrowed to go too..not i'll b da only "young" one there..anyways...work was TERRIBLE today..so many new admissions n changes..i only managed to leave the hospital at 3.30 thereabouts..gosh..feel so tired...hopefully tml wun b as bad..coz i wana rest!! summore hafta go for the run..sian....

so anyway..during break..yan poh was happily tellin me ghost stories..TRUE ones tt is...n i'm pretty spooked abt it..considering the fact tt i'm gonna hafta work night shift soon..n the thing is..she even experienced it..she was spooked too..but said as long as u dun do anything to disturb the,..they wun disturb u...gosh..wad a thing to tell me..esp this time of the mth!!!..then she mentioned abt a particular cubicle..which i happened to haf experienced smthg too..told my parents abt it..they were like..juz do ur job n dun disturb anything lor...whaaaaa..i'm freaking scared la..summore mine's not an open ward..n my tearoom's way over at ant end of the ward..*shivers*...hopefully i wun experience anything!! *crosses fingers*


Nobody knows me yet everyone knows my name
Some people judge me not knowing that I'm the same
Thanks for the offer but I'll keep my old friends always
But then I get lonely counting the endless days

Are you here for me at all?
Do you care for me at all?
Well this time now I know
I ain't standing alone no more

'Coz all I want is love
Someone who can share the pain I feel
And the eyes that stare
Won't stare at me no more
'Coz all I need is time
Time for me to open up and show
The person I am
The person you think you know
You don't know, you don't know


Some heart felt emotions creeping from deep inside
'Coz being this person is all I've got left to hide

Were you here for me at all?
Did you care for me at all?
Last time I was told
I ain't standing alone no more

All I need is love
Someone who can share the pain I feel
And the eyes that stare
Won't stare at me no more
And all I need is time
Time for me to open up and show
The person I am
The person you don't know
You don't know, you don't know


jas!! its not tt i'm not online..its juz tt u're halfway round the world..therefore our timings clash!! so yea..ohohoh..dun worry..cum dec...i'll haf my yr end bonus..meaning a big fat paycheck..haha..eh...buy me stuff leh!! reese peanut buttercup chocs pls!! hahaha