whao..2 wks of hols haf passed...i'm bored...really really bored...
brief outline of wad went on:

12/5
went for CAYC facils meeting...i kinda knew tt i mite see him there..juz din think i wld b so spot on abt it...its so wierd...sum asked how long was it since we talked...i said 4 yrs...come to think of it...its really been tt long..sumtimes i juz wished i had da courage to actually let pple noe wad my thots r..but then again..i haf nv been gd with words eh...oh wells...

in the evening..gen n i planned a really last min party for glen..haha..his expression was priceless..shld haf had a camera with me!! small lil gathering(dree,chris,gen,me,gerard,clement,adam&wilson) ...then aft tt..we all trooped down to CSC, met mark bowled abit...ahh..i miss bowling!..aft tt..it was prata for supper

13/5
went to chris's 21st..whao...damn grand can!! its like u noe..mtv's sweet sixteen episodes kinda thing..though slighty less glam..but glam enough la..i mean..hu goes to a catered buffet party n haf waiters serving u drinks every so often??!!

slacked da rest of the whole wk..nthg much ...

19/5
met gen &gerard..wenyt down to zouk...met ren there coz she was at sum private event..damn..elvin ng wasnt there..bummer...aftwards..mark n adam joined...went to da dance floor...damn crowded..music was Terrible! i regretted not goin MoS..but ohh wells..since ren was tired we left da floor...n kena stuck with mark n adam...bad move..haha...mark..was HIGH...crazy high...
anyway..aft tt..cabbed to yassins for supper..seperated ways...mark n adam walked me hme..yes WALKED...bad idea to walk with 1 nearly gone n 1 super high person..slacked downstairs my blk for abit..they left for hme..got locked out ..AGAIN..

wkends..served healing mass...was damn slpy...sun went for mass again..lunched..then pool...eugene n sam..PSK la...

been thinkin quite abit lately..as in deep thots u noe tt kinda thing..n i dunno..mind's juz in a mess..shant think too much..but.....
spent the morn reading old letters coz i was awoken at a godforsaken timing of 7 am!..cldnt go back to slp..so yea..rummage thru the whole box of letters..really hilarious la...sec sch days were so fun..letters exchanged btw me gen ren n li! hahah...all forms..frm writing on cds to diskettes..i wana go back...turn back time..n mayb this time..i wun repeat the mistakes tt i made...at least then..i prob wun feel so miserable now??..found sum really serious letters frm pple tt i thot was lost..eg..frm jonathan,mark, gen..was so glad i found them...coz i thot i'd lost it la!!!

i wana go clubbin this fri! pay's in..but hu wana go wif me? oh wells