AHH...i'm juz so stressed up now i need an outlet to juz scream n let it all out!! shit la...its not as if i chose to go to CDC...its not like i wanted it la...i was posted there..n they said moz prob i'd b there for the nxt 3 yrs...i mean..ya its quite slow-paced..very relaxed n all...n of course...wun learn much coz the patient turnover rate is really scarce...

its like...i'm only a student..i haf no idea how they did the schedule n how they seperate us to diff areas...so i juz take it as it is..n now...since the day i started attachment...my parents haf been nagging at me abt asking for a transfer...fuck la..they think tt i'm sum big shot tt gets wadever i want is it?!?! i dun own the hospital man! arghhhh...

ytd was kinda like the last straw for me..its like..when dad fetched me hme...mom was in da car too..n they kept pressing me to ask for transfer n shit...i mean..i'm only a student!! damn it ...n then my mom was like.."i think i better tell dad we dun go to holland this yr..save the money...n pay up ur bond so u dun hafta work there for 3 yrs" i was like...fuck la..now tryin ot make me feel guity?!?! n my older bro was like " they're concerned for u" n stuff like tt...it sucks la..i hate it..i wish i cld juz leave all this shit!!