well.. was msging ratna..tellin her abt a guy..honestly...i didnt think i'd feel this way...i mean..i've nv felt this way for a guy aft R. ..n then suddenly..though i've seen him only once n he's a fren's fren.. i feel so...i dunno how to explain..argh!! i dun really like to have this kinda feelings..coz..i'm scared..i guess..i'm scared of being hurt n stuff..i mean..i noe everyone wld haf experienced hurt n all..but aft being hurt by R. ..i lost confidence...sigh... ratna was sayin..being shy wld b a loss to me..n she said tt every1 shld take a risk in everything we do..haiz..but i'm really really scared.. met gigi online..she said almost da same thing..haiz...told me not to stress myself...da thing is..i'm not stressing myself..he juz subconciously appears in my mind..haha..sounds so wierd huh..but yeah...gen also told me that if i want smthg i shld go for it...haiz..sum1 juz help me!!

anyways...PSLE results were out recently...my cousin got 220..quite unexpected of her coz she seemed da smarty pants kinda gal..being prefect n all frm PLMGS...her parents too made her sound like sum smart ass always bragging abt their daughter(she aint da only child by the way) like oh she takes ballet..learns piano..very gd pianist..blah blah blah ..(notice i'm not very fond of her)..

whereas my nephew(cousin's son), he's quite a simple guy..quite..always callin me aunty when i told him to call me jie jie...(annoying!! i dun wana b so old pls)..haha..his parents were frettin over his results..fear tt he wldnt do well coz of his chi n eng..haha...n guess wad..he's got an A* n 3 As....240..i mean..whoa!!!! tts not bad..he cld haf made it to NUS math n sci sch if not for getting an A for sci..(i heard u gotta get both A* for the resp. subs in order to get in) so yup..n da funniest thing is..his parents dunno wad sch to put him in coz he actually aimed for chinese high..but its like 250 smthg to get in...so yup..any gd schs to recommend?? lemme noe aights!!