oh wells...nthg much at da moment...oh yeah...nxt wk's teachers day..me, vonne, lanie, zena n cass r all goin back..!!! finally...i miss goin for mass..not tt i dun attend them on sun..but in sec sch..its a totally diff thing altogther...i juz miss my frens!! esp sec sch times..gosh..whr thr wasnt much worries cept for Os n all...sigh...i wana b 16 all over again...

sch's still da same..ok..well at least i manage to haf a short but decent conversation wif her w/o gettin curt replies wadsoever..so i juz hope things will start improving *crosses fingers*...

sigh..i miss having a life!! its like...aft sch..i face da 4 walls...thank goodness tt i now haf my own laptop..therfore i no longer hafta figh for da com :))) so tt means i hide myself in da room...play games..listen music n juz do my own stuff....wkends r da same..

mom n dad were kinda curious y i haven been goin out aft mass wif da rest... moz of da time i juz ignore their qns n change da subject...sigh...like i said...so many things haf happened...is happening..n will b happening in my life..but i juz got no one to tell it too..no one to share my happy times..no one to tok to wen i'm faced with lotsa probs...y..coz i got no one to turn to...pathetic i noe..but i juz cnt help it...even if i do still tok to her...i tend to hold back..i find my conversations wif her awkward..its not da way we used to b..laughin at each others actions n words...basically goin window shoppin...gossiping like theres no tml...sigh..

GOD!!! pls...show me a sign or smthg...i juz need an outlet...i wana scream...i juz wana end all this..y cnt things juz go back to da way it was b4...