its been a long time since i blogged..haiz..wad to do..so many tings haf happened lately...recently...my granma has been admitted..
today...she was supposed to b moved to a general ward frm ICU...but upon reachin...she collapsed...alone thr..i din noe wad to do..i was so scared..i cried......called my parents n evey1 else...then came da devastating news..da docs said tt her heart stopped pumping for 15 whole mins...n bcoz of tt..they dunno how bad is da damage done to da brain....brought her back to ICU...docs said tt...she may b in coma...or if she comes to...she may nv speak again...sigh...mom's an emotional wreck..first was my granpa..now my granma...i cnt imagine losing her..its juz too fast...she's not supposed to b like tt...haiz...everyday da past wk..its been a hectic schedule for me...morn duty..aft tt..stay wif granma in ICU till like 11...sigh..i'm gonna break soon...

i miss my life...or rather..i miss having a life...sigh...