well..its been a real rollercoaster ride this mth...on da 7th of june...it was my granpa's first mth anniversary..then came ant sad news....my granma passed away the very nxt day...i tink God's playing a cruel joke on our family...she was only 70...i miss her so...then ytd...i stayed over at da wake...wen i went up to her place to freshen up...i walked into her room n felt a sense of loss....honestly...i still cnt believe tt she's gone..i really miss her...the hse feels so empty...i stared at her foto..n teared..i dunno wad to do..i juz miss her soooo much...haiz...i dunno how to cope...everytime i look at da coffin...i juz pray tt it is juz a dream...but no...she's really gone....sobs...