Looong wkend...sigh..m still bored

newaes..sat was lazin at hme wen my dear classmate msged me this *for da record..she calls me banana(i dunno y)..so i call her durian(i also dunno y)

durian: i hate my bestfren!!!

well...i was like..huh...wad da hell is goin on la...n she told me wad had happened...she broke up wif her bf only a few days/mth ago...n her best fren is like almoz goin stead wif her ex (which prob happen like within da wk or smthg)...n its da way tt she put across to my fren n all..makes me wana slap her face for my fren's sake...then suddenly...it struck me n thot to myself...hey man...this is exactly da same ting tts happening to me..or rather..happened to me not once but twice..n i really wonder.mayb my life's like tt..shall juz accept it eh..

lets juz say...i'm like those pple behind da camera...behind da scenes...whr they're "unknown" to the rest of da world..pple watching tv wld only noe them as...THE CAMERAMAN/WOMAN....while those hu will always b in da lime light...pple like fiona xie, the recently crowned Ms S'pore n every1 else hu prob has brains,body n boobs...yes..those 2 tings on women's chest..r well known to every1...well...mayb its juz me n da way i portray da world to be...only those wif body, boobs n brains(DUH!!) will not be scorned or looked down upon in society...whereas pple like me..fat ugly dumb...can only stay back stage...i mean..look...every1 thinks tt Ms Spore got crowned coz of her twin peaks...so thr...

so yes..i shall juz stay put in my pathetic place...da back..whr no one gives a damn whether u're dead or alive, ur feelings, or even wad u say....coz it prob fall on deaf ears...n juz let YOU haf the limelight..

for da record...wad i juz said...frm da "lets juz say" portion r very random thots... (ya rite..hu m i kidding eh) but ya..pls dun get offended...i juz nees to vent my frustrations..or wadeva tt i'm feelin now..so ya...yeah..m meeting my beloved zena cassendra n yvonne tml!!! whooppee...can destress now...cool...