haf anyone experienced isolation?? i haf..or rather..i am goin thru...seriously..i dunno wads goin on wif my life..everything's juz wrong...everytime i'm alone..da urge to cry arises...today...at least i had moo, glen, mark n ren to take my mind of matters...but wen i was alone comin hme..n wen i was on da way to mit them...i cldnt help but think...n as i was tinkin...i juz wanted to burst...but i controlled...i promised myself tt i wld not cry infront of my frens anymore..but wen i'm alone..tts another matter altogether...last yr was a bad yr..it was filled wif lost of tears..i dun wan this yr to b da same...but i guess...it will b...i guess lonliness resides in my life n wun go away...GOD...help me...sumtimes i really wish to end it all..but i noe i cnt...i juz hate...detest da feeling of being left alone...great..mtv's playin da song..Wind beneath my Wings...makes matters worse altogether...fuck...i hate my life...i tink i'll juz kip to my own lil world..

to gen, mark, glen n ren...hey guys...thanks for accompanying me n cheering me up this aftnoon wif ur company...really appreciate it...at least it helped me take tings of my mind....