the dam burst today...ytd..cracks appeared..but today...it juz burst..outside da library..i juz cldnt stand it...i had to break...sorry russ if like i scared u wen i cried on da fone...din mean ta..but i cldnt control anymore...ren...i tried...but i cldnt..i still broke aft they left da library...it juz flowed freely...there was no stopping...sigh....

seriously...i dunno how i was goin to get thru today if it weren't for u guys la...dex.thanks for like accompanyin me on SMS...gen n ren...thanks loads for like takin time ta mit me..i really feel like a burden la...

well...tink this is how its gonna end...since da apology dun even fuckin work...screw it then..like wad every1 had told me..juz take this as a test to see who my true frens are..better still..i tink i'll juz go library n study...make good use of time...well..tryin to sound positive...but it aint workin...not 1 bit..but i promised pple i'll try...so i'll try..but i noe i wun make it...i mean...i'm not used ta not havin pple ard me...so well..if it has to be this way...