i'm in sch ..blogging again...how boring can my life get?? gosh..every1 ard mi is bz doin their individual proj...me...blogging away...oh gosh...sum1 shoot mi...juz shoot mi pls....
2 reasons y i blog today....1) i'm bored..2) moomoo scolded mi fer not updating...so ya...
got a msg frm my aunty...said tt granpa wasnt good...not alert..breathing heavily...i'm damn scared...i mean its like...i noe he's old n like it's a natural ting fer sum1 ta pass on..but still..i cnt help but haf this butterfly feelings in mi...sigh...oso..if anything happens..i dunno how i'm gonna cope...coz like exams r ard da corner...n ..haiz...*SCREAMS*..haiz..
life is so strange...i juz recalled sum stuff tt happen last wk...i was bz msging jac wen i was in da hospital watchin over my granpa...n my cousin thot i was msgin my bf..i was like huh?? dosen mean tt i msg sum1..tt sum1 has ta b my bf rite?..then on sun..i went ta church...i juz complimented tt glen looks gd...nxt ting i noe..gen went ta tell chris..hu in turn suan mi..n not only tt...they did it infront of glen?!..i'm like..its juz a compliment!! nthg wrong wif tt rite...?!?! gosh..pple!?! n the way their mind works...haiz...
newaes..haf any1 experience like..u haf an inspiration ta rite smthg...but wen u took out a pen n paper ta begin riting...everything juz disappeared..n no matter how hard u try ta recall...it can nv come back ta mind...tt juz happened ta mi...damn!! had this really nice poem formed in my head..n then..*poof* everything disappears...*screams*...oh wells...


She sits in her corner
Singing herself to sleep
Wrapped in all of the promises
That no one seems to keep
She no longer cries to herself
No tears left to wash away
Just diaries of empty pages
Feelings gone a stray
But she will sing


Til everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns
Til everything burns


Ooh, oh


Walking through life unnoticed
Knowing that no one cares
Too consumed in their masquerade
No one sees her there
And still she sings


Til everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns


Til everything burns
Everything burns
(Everything burns)
Everything burns
Watching it all fade away
(All fade away)
Everyone screams
Everyone screams
(Watching it all fade away)
Oooh, ooh
(While everyone screams)
Burning down lies
Burning my dreams
(All of this hate)
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns
Til everything burns
(Everything burns)
Watching it all fade away
(Oooh, ooh)
(Everything burns)
Watching it all fade away