omg...i m sooo drained kaes....energy is all gone...i feel like dyin!!! okok....too kua zhang already...newaes....attachment is ok..only...yea...its tiring..but kinda used ta it aft all tt full shift done in cartel...sigh...so fast my 3 wks hols over...missed those days...oh wells...newaes...attachment...like i said was tirin...gotta get used ta new stuff n all..ok..i'm posted ta da male wards...so ya...basically..i've seen more than enuff...if u noe wad i m tokin abt la..*winks*..not tryin ta b dirty or wad...but seriously...changing their diaper means seein everything....so ya...then got this old man..thank gdness discharge liao...he was slightly demented...so he used his walking stick ta hit mi!!! but..old man..not enuff strength ta do harm ta mi...hahah...2 more wks!!! i hope i survive..well..i mean i will..but i miss cartel sooo mmuch!!! mayb coz of da pple thr..haha....aft which..i haf 1 wk hol..then attachment fer 4 wks this time!! n its da surgical ward...means i hafta see all da gory stuff..pple...pls pray tt i wun faint upon seein those wounds...ohohoh...theres this case manager in my ward...gosh he so ah gua la!! he toks n his hands starts flying ard...my stuff nurse was pespiring badly..n he juz like..u noe da typical hand action of ah guas when they take out tissue paper...ya...tt kind..mi n cheryl were tryin not ta luff too obviously la...gosh..oh..n da new hsemen(future docs) r sooo stuck up!! sorry chris..no offence ya...but they r soo....argh...snobs
newaes...i miss gen!!! i miss cartel...n all da pple thr..ok..wait..not countin ghost la...but ya..i miss every1!!! attachment is takin up my life...
well...past wk was stressful...been cryin...i really feel like dropping my bond..coz its very stressful...kor msg mi..tell mi ta juz go thru n finish up..summore he say mom n dad place all their hopes on mi!!! my gosh...imagine da stress...sigh...i'm really up to da brink alreadi...i feel so trapped...