sigh..is this wad my nxt few days will b liek?? ..da same routine i had since ytd..cryin ta slp..wake up..then cryin again..sigh..juz burried my baby..my closest pal..though she's onli a bunny..she seems as though she understood all of us in da family...sigh..really miss her loads..skipped lect n all ta bury her...sigh..din dare ta cry infront of da gardener hu was helpin mi dig a whole..he asked mi ta juz put her inta da hole..wifout da box n towel...then he said tt since i really love her..i should cover her wif da soil by myself first..then he'll do da finishing job...juz typin this makes mi cry...i really miss her..this is da 2nd time i lost sum1 dear ta mi.1st was my gamps..din really take da effort ta noe her well..really regret it..i hate da sense of losin a loved one..its juz so unfair...i really wan her back!!!kor's missin her loads..its a sad ting tt he cldnt c her fer da last time...he was really attached ta her too...
tried ta b cheerful n all in sch juz now..it was hard..really hard..eveytime i tink of snowy..i juz cnt help but cry..but in sch..i controlled...n da feelin juz sucks....newaes..i wana juz say thanks to all fer ur concern...though sum of u offered ta get mi ant bunny..it juz wun b da same animore...it can nv replace her...she's too dear ..too precious....mayb i'll get ant pet..i dunno..mayb nv..we shall see..but she'll 4 eva b in my heart...