not in da mood fer aniting taday...
this morn..my dearest rabbit died...cried da whole time..sigh..msged kor abt her death..he was so upset too..he din no wad ta say or do...we all miss her so much!!! *sobs* snowy was liek a guard dog fer our hse..wen we let her run free..she'll sit infront of da door frm da time we leave da hse till we come hme..she's so swit n all...alwaes running to da door da moment she hears da lock opening...she'd lick us in da moz affectionate way eva...we rmb "fighting" wif her using a stick..she's so cute...rmb da way she wipes her mouth da moment she finishes eatin..standin on her hind legs n her 2 front paws cleanin her face..so adorable n all..its been 4 yrs since kahyan n mg bought her fer mi..was mi bdae gift frm them...really sad..well..i kinda saw it comin..she was so lethargic da day b4..i carried her n hug her..pat her..tried ta drip sum water inta her mouth..she refused ta drink..refused ta lick my finger..she juz lay thr in my arms...i really miss her so...juz lookin at her pics bring tears ta mah eyes....i really wan her back..i dun wana lose her...i'm so devastated..
thank goodness i haf no sch ta day...or i'd b goin wif swollen red puffy eyes..she was my source of comfort wen i'm down..though she cnt respond ta mi wen i tok ta her..she'd juz sit thr ..lookin at mi earnestly..n juz lickin my fingers...darlin baby...i miss u so...patches does not haf any company now tt ure gone...i wan u back darlin baby...sigh..dunno how im gonna survive da nxt few days..mths..yrs..wif out her..juz tinkin abt it makes mi cry...baby i miss u so..
thanks sam..fer ur msg..thanks gen fer offerin ta come down..but its ok..thanks nick...guess i wun b nidin tt vet's no already.....