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Thursday, April 30, 2009

And so the conversation goes:

kor: eh..teach me the 7 steps of handwashing leh!
me: ok..*shows the 7 steps*
kor: wha lao..you think water and soap free one ar?? think by the time i finish, i'd miss my bus la!!
me: ...........

over dinner:
kor: eh, if Swine flu hits, will u get quarantined in the hospital??
me: obviously not
kor: eee..then you'll be bringing home the virus
me: we have to shower and change before we leave the premises la
kor to des: eh, we wait for her at the lift, the moment she walks out, we use the fire hosereel and hose her down k!
des: hahahaha
dad: ya!! hose her down like bathing pigs like that!
me: wha lao eh.....

Entering the hospital was a little different today, at the lift landings and the entrance at B2 pharmacy, there were "gantries" set up to monitor visitors that come and go, there seemed to be lesser visitors around at level 1. All the hype about Swine Flu is getting to me!! the only thing i'm happy about it is the possibility of us reverting back to wearing scrubs. Other than that, every afternoon's roll call is seemingly LONG! sisters briefing us on the latest updates. apparently, we are supposed to "clear" the ward just in case, seeing that TTSH is the hospital for infectious diseases. everyone is just hoping it wont happen, but oh wells. In a way, its gonna be a challenge for everyone, but the fear is evident all around the hospital. Sigh, i seriously hope nothing happens!


2:41 AM



Sunday, April 19, 2009

Week's rather fruitful, in a way..not counting the fact that there were 2 resus in a week, in a span of 2 days! sigh..yb n i are jinxed =(

Wed was CATS day.Was fantastic, the stage was done up so nicely!! and ok..i dun meean to be a spoiler, but they engage the audiences as well, at random times, they'd run up to where we're sitting and just "disturb" us, one even chased after a woman, funny..

Thurs met up with jac(sch) had a nice chill out/ catching up session with her. bumped into an ex classmate, turns out she already has a 2mth old kid, while another poly mate recently gave birth to a boy and another just gave birth to her 2nd kid!! omg..i sooo think i'm gonna b an oldmaid=(

Fri, headed out with ren for a little shopping, headed to yassin's for supper with edric. hahah..funny how he saw clarrisa and lucas, and commented that he watched them grow up (coz i was saying clarrisa's 17 already! last time i saw her she was still a small kid) and then we'd talked about young time being neighbours and all, and he was drunk at 2200hrs..no kidding.

night duty's damn SLOW right now, my only companion is a novel from john grisham and facebook of course, unfortunately the doctor on call is a terrible horrendous piece of shit (alot of people can vouch for that)

i hate it when patient's relatives think that they are the ones paying us our wages! i mean, if you had said nicely that you'd like things to be done in a different way, i'd gladly listen and comply, but when some one says this " ok, later my sister is coming, she'll let you know what you're SUPPOSED to do" hello?!?! "supposed" to do..excuse me!! my pay is not coming out of your pockets, and i'm definitelty not your personal maid! and another seperate incident, a patient had a fall ( he was by the way demented and non compliant AT ALL) and his daughter claims she'll not pay for the scans as it was OUR RESPONSIBILITY to look after her dad, once he is in hospital, it aint her problem anymore. i mean...seriously..what kinda mentality is that?!? we wana restrain him, you forbid, we wana nurse him outside you said no, asked for a sitter, you replied aint your prob..now he falls, you wana take advantage of the situation..honestly, these people should just go and die!!!!


12:34 AM



Tuesday, March 31, 2009

I should be typing my essay which is due in 2 weeks!! but i needed a break, so what the hell.okok..dont say i didnt warn, but its gonna be a long post! heh

My annual leave ended last week, a little fast but it was fruitful! first up, spent the first day just lazing at home and catching up with whats on tv and stuff, thinking of what to post for my reflective question (1 due each week!!)

2nd day of AL, lazed half the day, headed out to meet kevin n karen for dinner, which was really late, but oh wells, kev was super excited with the fact that we were heading to play l4d after dinner that he was like..."faster eat!! its 9 already!!" so yea...speaking of which...i kinda miss playing it!! oh no..better not get addicted!!

3rd day spent at the Zoo. Yes, 4 overgrown kids at the zoo! haha, met jak, charmaine and janet at AMK for lunch before we bus down. I must say, for a weekday, it was pretty croweded, but then again, it was the pri/sec school holidays, so, expected. After spending a day under the sweltering heat, headed to PS for movie and dinner, think we practically stink up the entire cinema! haha, but the most annoying thing about the movie, the couple behind place their bare feet like on our head/arm rest, so basically, if i turned to talk to my jak, i'd see a feet first! we got so annoyed that we raised the arm rest in the end. stupid inconsiderate people!
After the movies, rushed to carrefour to buy last minute stuffs for my trip to vietnam!!

First time flying alone overseas is simply fun!! wished i had the money and time to do it more often =(.. waited at HCM airport for like 30 mins for zena, turns out that girl was stuck in early morning traffic (it was friday, and i arrived at 0850 their time). scared me half to death, thought she overslept or something! breakfast was traditional roadside sandwich which was really delicious, the three layered pork ( san cham bak or smthg like that) with over easy eggs in a baguette. She brought me around the city, it was madness!! the heat was just unbearable!!! met her roommate hoon kiat, he joined us for lunch, brought me to another road side stall to try out their noodles, fantastic!! walked in the sweltering heat, decided to stop by fanny's (their version of like, say, haagen dazs, basically an ice cream palour kinda thing) had extremely good ice cream, and its back to walking in the heat to banh tienh market to shop!! =D.bought bags, some clothes for the younger bro and mom. got karen's beef noodles!

Dinner was at zhi cha (their version) , not too bad though most of the dishes we wanted were sold out =( so zena brought me to a road side stall(yet again, but i dun mind, it tasts wayy better!) to eat their beef steak..omg..just thinking of it now makes me want to fly there for more!! it is so thin and tender, its filling but doesnt make you feel too full kinda thing. hitched a ride from her other roommates in a cab, headed to some arabian kinda pub thingy, nice chill out place, they drank and sesha-ed. there was even belly dancing, but the girls only kept dancing to one particular song, which began to annoy us but oh wells..

the next day, took a 4-hour long bus ride to mui ne resort (beach resort) for a nice getaway. the china kid behind kept singing and talking, i have no idea where she got all that energy from cause our ride was at 7am in the morning!!!! we blasted our ipods but still cldnt drown out her voice ..sigh... the drive there was alittle nerve wrecking cause, for those who have been to vietnam before, you'd know that even with traffic lights, they just drive with not a care in the world, the only comforting thing is that they're driving at 40-50km/h!! hahaha!! and the reason why they horn at you is to warn you, but still manage to siam you! imagine in SG, one would probably get "the finger" from the driver if you jay walked on a busy roundabout! (yes.. HK and zena made me do tt)

so anyways, our room was directly outside the beach, not a seaview from the room but well, its just "open door and your at the beach!" kinda room. the view was pretty, rented bikes to cycle around, ZENA GOT A BIKINI!! yes..you heard me right!! hahah..but its really nice! speaking of the bikes that we rented, we got conned la!! someone stole one of our bikes while we were lounging at the poolside!! and we paid approx in SG 133..like what the hell, its not even BMX material can!! meals were all provided with the package that we bought, it was not bad. the comforting thing at night when you sleep is that you could hear the waves crashing in, somehow, it was very soothing.

next morning, we lazed in the room instead of heading out. left mui ne at approx 12 noon, reached HCM at 6pm?? headed to benh tienh to look for HK, then walked around abit, went to the night market thingy for dinner. met her welfare coordinator ben and his gf, plus the rest of her roommates, had shells (a motherlode of them) for dinner, and personally not a fan of shells, the way they cooked it, it was awesome!!!

headed to acoustic (their version of timbre) not too bad, though i feel it should be open -aired cause the loudness is magnified in an enclosed area! drinks were damn cheap..her indonesian friend wanted to get to know some girl, its damn funny, shant go into details. so my last night was pretty fun. unfortunately, my flight was at 7 am in the morning!!

oh wells, back in SG, back to reality, though it was a quick getaway, it was good! unfotunately, had to head to sch after i got back..and then its back to work again..sighhh...

but my last weekend was pretty good!! kor managed to get rooms at Crowne Plaza at Changi Airport. it was really nice, room with a pool view, 2 king sized bed!! awesome toilet that overlooks the room! sighh..i wana live there permanently please!!!..too bad all good things must come to an end. now its really back to the harsh reality of life =(


11:47 PM



Thursday, March 19, 2009

Its been a while, and i feel, i'm ready to move on. When it first happened, i pretended everything was alright, went to work like nothing ever happened, Daph was amazed at how composed i was, cause for her, she'd channel her pain into self hurt. Me, i just suppress it, to the back of my mind, so that i won't have to think about it. Although i must admit, the first few days of putting up a front has been a very trying period, when i'm not preoccupied with things, i start to think of the what ifs and what could have beens, but then, i remembered someone saying, dont, cause it'll just cause more pain and heartache.

So days passed, i hated the fact of going home early, cause an idle mind is a devil's workshop (indeed it is), kept myself preoccupied, went out with friends, concentrated on school work (something which i've never done before!) and now, i wouldnt say i've totally let go, but i'm ready to. But all i need is closure, so that i can move on, start over again. Starting over as friends.

This trip was a spur of the moment kinda thing. but i guess, its a good thing, because then, i could leave everything behind, even if just for a few days, to clear up my mind, to forget and reflect on everything that has happened within the past year. From gaining back a friend and losing another. . Gaining a new addition in the family (and yet another to come by!! =D ) Starting school, and the toll its taken. For having you even if it were just mere months and the times spent. Mere 3 months into the year and so many things have happened.

I want to go there, leave this burden there, and come back, to a "new start".

From you, all i need is closure. =)

M listening to a theme from twilight : river flows in you. apparently it's bella's lullaby?? but yea, anyone who has it, could you be oh so nice and send it to me =) its really soothing!

On a lighter note, i never knew kevin was a l4d addict!! ahaha..okok..maybe not addict, but well. Met up w ren n kev for dinner, headed to selegie for l4d. damn excites can!! saw karen's lil nephew's pic, gosh, he's so adorable!! bumped into dree, made me realise i havent been to church in eons, which is pretty bad, but blame it on shift work! heh.

interward transfer is in april, as much as i said i hated that sister (IT)and wouldnt mind transferring, i still secretly hoped i'd stay where i am till my bond's up, and so far, so good. heard that LQ is goin to 8d, pity her in a way cause the last time she got deployed there, she got bullied pretty bad. oh wells. now that PBL is no longer in our ward but AG, things have been very conflicting at work that, at 1 point, i shouted to YB...how the hell do they want us to work when they both are so conflicting?!?! that charles the dietician (i suspect he's gay) started laughing at me and said " dont stress, dont stress, later got wrinkles then not pretty le" -_-''
but at least, AG looks after our welfare as opposed to PBL who "worships" doctors and think they're always right! and at least AG has said things to boost my morale at work and i dont feel so demoralised now=D although, she has to stop repeating herself like a broken record, its getting to me!!


1:33 AM



Sunday, March 15, 2009

Paintball was AWESOME..first time playing it and it was damn fun!! unfortunately it had to be raining, but all in all, it was good!! thanks ian for organising!! =)

after the game, famished, 7 of us squeezed into the grand vitera and headed for katong. had to look out for a petrol kiosk desperately though...the needle was pointing at 'E', unfortunately, i had matthew as gps system, who guided me to river valley instead of katong!!! (supposed to take PIE..he said stay on CTE), but alls well ends well, kevin finally woke up from his comfortable position in the boot and directed us to esso then headed to seah st ( i think) for an awesome peranakan dinner...thanks guys for the treat!!

seeing it was too late to go play Left 4 Dead, we headed to settlers for games, char joined us...it was hilarious and fun.

anyways..thanks guys for a wonderful day (minus the rain)

i cant wait for tues to come, finally..my well deserved annual leave (but prob use it to do my damn assignment) then come friday, my trip to vietnam (which i bought at the spur of a moment..dun ask) at least i'll b meeting up w zena there..who has planned something =)


12:34 AM



Sunday, February 22, 2009

This broken cassette
echoes inside me,
like your words.





"Goodbye..."





4:08 PM



Thursday, February 19, 2009



On impulse, i bought this. The only comfort i can look forward to

i want yesterday to be all a dream
i want yesterday to not be real
more than ever,
i wish yesterday never happened

stop telling me i'm stronger than i think i am
stop telling me that i deserve better
stop telling me its better now than later
stop telling me it hurts now but it'll be better

because
i'm not strong
i don't want better
i don't want it now, nor do i want later
i don't want it to hurt ever


7:49 PM




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